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Muscle Beach Classic 2017

I admit, I’m still totally buzzing with excitement from Tuesday’s show. I’m just so pleased. It feels so damn good to work so hard, for so long and win. There’s nothing else in life like this feeling. And at age 42 years old, I gotta say, I amaze myself. I have never been athletic, not even as a kid, and I got myself to this fitness level. This is my second fitness competition. This time I was just as happy and proud, but this time I arrived with experience and knowledge. I could see this translate into my presence on stage and my poses. I posed on point. I knew where my body was going and how it would land. I beamed at every judge’s face and shined. I held my poses still with confidence instead of constantly shifting every few seconds because I was uncertain. I was the same amount of happy, but I held my head and gaze high and still, remembered to elongate my torso, keeping shoulders slightly forward to accentuate my frame; I was present, I was in that moment 110% and I soaked it up and owned it!! These moments of competition are the best moments in my life I have ever created. This is living!! When you push yourself out of your comfort zone, you learn so much about yourself and how you react in this world. Amazing experience! I’m the competitor in the green bikini. The blonde with the big titties beat me out. My body rocked, but it is L.A. It’s hard to beat out a blonde with big, ass beautiful titties, so next time, I’m gonna bring it!! The judges will not have a choice but to give me first place! Ha! #competewithyourself #MuscleBeachClassic2017 #bikinicompetitor #musclebeach #bikini #strongwoman #strongbody #bodybuilding #setgoalsnotlimits #exerciseishealing #killinit #UNSTOPPABLE #JustDoIt

Muscle Beach Classic 2017